Setting ...

I am proud of my heart. It's played, burned and broken. But still works.

When the cement is in the process of setting, it becomes as hard as stone and only if left with a badly healed, can never be useful for something.

I am needing just some minutes of setting, then I'll be tough enough and I will not believe in anything or anyone. I will not feel anymore ... That's the way you must learn to go by.

Juliet Feelings

Yesterday, I watched a movie called "letters to Juliet" 

and this part really got my attention ... 

Is not just about letting things be ... ;)

Dear Claire,

‘What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non threatening as words can be. But put them together, side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. ‘What if? ‘What if? What if?’

I don’t know how your story ended but if what you felt then was ‘true love’, then it’s never to late. If it were true then, why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart.

I don’t know what a love like Juliet’s feels like; a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for. But I’d like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I’d have the courage to seize it. And Claire, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.

All my love,

Juliet.

In love of our Friendship

Sometime ago, someone told me "you cannot choose your family but you can select your friends, be carefull with it, they will be your essence almost the time" ....

Today, I want to say THANK YOU ... All this time of great frienship and powerfull conversations have a value added in my life that you cannot imagine. Sometimes I am doing things and, at the moment I don't feel anything, but next to that, I start knowing that almost my decisions now are because a great connection between our minds by the distance. You are my favourite DOTs, no matter what. As one of you told me some time ago "I am in love of our friendship" ...

I have to confess that I was just a normal person (an entity) just before meeting you, and the fact that every day I am feeling your thoughts, decisions, possitive outcomes ... Ahmm memories, meetings, calls, tears, understanding, ways to see the world, fights, disappointments .... ways ... simple ways of you to be my friends ... details, love, ... I LOVE EVERYTHING OF YOU

Is just that today I realized that you are part of the selected group of persons that have the power of making my hair stand on end when I see a picture of you, I really feel happy when something good happens to you, and I really feel broken when you feel it too ... You are my idols, my best living examples no matter what!! ... Thanks for being here always... 

And also thank's to God for letting me have these great people by my side .... I miss you too much!! Love you both!! ........ Thank you for being my secret diary and for being with me, knowing me completely ... 

You are Dot's drawn as vertical lines in my life timeline, because you will never dissapear for me ... I am here, as always too ...LOS AMO COMO UN PUTAS!! ... Ojala todos algún día puedan sentir por alguien, lo que yo siento por Jonathan Valencia y Natalia Jimenez. Muah!

About the DOTS ...

Thinking about what my friends are to me ... " ... At the end, you can’t connect the DOTS looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future, you have to trust on something: God, destiny, life, karma… whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect during the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart..." Steve Jobs.

There are so many things that you don’t know about me, sometimes I think I am too strict with the people and with myself. Today, I am going to talk about the application of my rigidity with my friends and what is exactly for me “a friend”, then maybe you will understand my points of view of a lot of things that happened during this month.

Well, I know you are going to look at this as a crazy stuff but, there is no friend of mine that can be just a coincidence in my life. When I meet the people, the first thing that is coming to my mind is “Why are we here? Why am I meeting you now?” no matter which person is. I am always inquiring around it because I really believe that there is a connection between everything you have; so then, I am always seeing the people, my friends, and the positive and negative things that happen to me as A DOT. And that’s why I am always trying to determine the connection between the dots in my life. I think I can be helpful for the development of my future not only studying but trying to connect the dots just before something is going to happen.

There are a lot of stories that made me think like that some time ago. If you are my friend, I want you to know that I am studying you all the time, looking your positive and negative answers to your life, the way you look, the way you act, all the ways on you, because I know that many of your ways to be, are affecting my ways to do and to see the things, because we are human and we can be influenced easily. If you are my friend is because you have something big I am interested in, something I can copy and improve. None of my friends are considered as it because of its unconditional way, actually I don’t believe that word can exist. You are my friend because there is a powerful thing on you that will contribute during my way to my vision.

Maybe, the previous explanation can make you feel as a simple thing for me. I will be direct with you, that’s the way I learned of how to see the people, and actually that’s the world, is all about networking. You’re not just a thing for me, you are one of the dots on my way to a happy life, you are part of my selected circle of friends and I am really happy that you are into my life.

The only thing I expect from you is that you get your life organized and start seeing the people as a dot, because if not, you are going to be a different person every day, and you are going to depend of the people that is around you to determine who you are every day of your life, and you will be part of the dreams of your friends but you will never follow your dream. With those words, I am trying to tell you that maybe at any time you will be not a dot of my life anymore. And maybe you cannot understand me now, because you are not planning your future around the dots that you have, but someday you will wake up and you are going to realize how much did you lose, how many moments, how many dreams …. Just because you are going to be someone you don’t know.

I am really sorry about the persons that were my friends some time ago, but if they are not my friends anymore, is because I took the decision, they are not a dot anymore, not even a connection for me. Maybe they were going by another way that was not mine, another way that was against my dreams, against my heart…

Actually, this post is dedicated to them .... Hope now you can understand ...

This could be your moment ;)

I have always believed that if you are feeling something you just have to let it be, because always the future has great things to show you, and those things with some connections of the high and low points of you life, are going to be the answer of what you are wondering now.... So then, my priority for May will be my points connection ... I am not as happy as you're always thinking ;)

♫♪ And always remember, that your brighter days are up ahead (no regrets). Squeeze them tight and don't forget differences are differences. All the dreams of life that you've been letting go, blink and then you'll miss it and you'll never know ... THIS COULD BE THE MOMENT, THAT TURNS INTO A LIFETIME ... ♫♪