21 de octubre de 2011

Uncertainty and Time



Uncertainty: Outcomes that will occur with a probability that cannot even be estimated.
Time: Is a part of the measuring system used to sequence events, to compare the durations of events and the intervals between them, and to quantify rates of change such as the motions of objects.




Some time ago I was talking to my dad about the people that for me, were easy to forget, and about people that I could not easily get out of my mind even though I so wanted. We talked about people who had done me much harm and that I took them out of my mind because of my knowledge about wrongly being with them. We also talked about people who have moved away from me after having deducted through a conversation why we should stay away. And finally, we spoke about people who also have moved away but I never could find the reason why they moved away.

Then there was when my father began to talk about uncertainties. He told me that this is a word, that from one point in his life, he decided not to use anymore, this due to the magnitude of it. We talked about the stories of him and some of mine and why uncertainty is the reason we cannot forget some people. We always want to know what people do, what they think, what they are going through their mind, what concept will the have about us....

In my case, I thought about the probability of seeing certain people, explanations and discussions that may occur if meet again, the reason of never speaking again with someone you still love, the reasons for such abandonment.

Finally, I decided that the word "uncertainty" should disappear from my life too. And I learned that TIME will always be the best counterpart of that word. Because as we all know, time will tell always everything... After that conversation, sizing the magnitude of uncertainty and the solution time can give this, things have improved. I have dedicated myself to live my day to day without dying thinking about the memories and what could or could not be. Time will tell everything.

I told you once I am "closing cycles" kind of person. This is the time to report publicly that this cycle of uncertainty has been closed. There were a lot of things around it, much music that accompanied me, few people knew how strong was this cycle in my life, that represented several tears, several times when I felt guilty for many things, I was not the same person I used to be for three long months but I have returned full. How had my cycle been closed? ... About the points that I had already spoke about in this blog, there were certain events during this year that caused me to add another points in my life. These points are called:  PASSENGER DOTS. The type of people who come into your life to show you something, to let you know another way (other options) you might consider in your life. And then, fulfilled their mission, eventually these people goes out of your life quickly.

So that was you. The PASSENGER DOT that came into my life to give me a few slaps, to show me that my path was not correct. I thought for a moment that you were the replacement for another dot but you were not. That was the task you left me.

I already forgive myself for things I missed, and I asked you forgiveness for those things. With your forgiveness or not, I feel full of time and ready for a new stage.


Here... Some of the songs that will remind you always.